Backies~~

got a chance to blog again.. after my lil darling is born..

still trying to adjust to the USA time zone for him man..

Remember that first night after discharged is really a challenge for me both mentally and physically..

didnt get to Mass SMS all my pals.. cause have been receiving visitors non stop after i delivered.
Can imagine from 02nd March i only slept for 2 hours becoz contractions kept me awake and until 03rd March 10pm plus i only slept like 30 mins and start having visitors liaos.. +_+

and the Sony Ericsson phone is not gd.. after selecting many names then I was prompted tt cant send out coz the list is too long. diaos... So eventually i only managed to send out to name from A - D if i remember correctly.

So eventually i used Facebook as a medium to inform friends about the arrival of my lil prince. =)

After delivered to him , i have plenty of thoughts to myself... most of them are makin me emotional. Sigh. now, can only hope he will be the main source of my happiness..

My Greatest Experience - Birthing

Finally, baby and i made it together on 03.03.2009 - Tuesday 12:52pm!
:) Natural without Epidural !!!

I was transferred to Waiting ward @ 8am that morning. Previously i spent the night away in normal ward.

Dr Ang did VE on me again but was still 2cm - 3cm, same as the previous check. Not much difference.

Cleared my bowels, get changed to operating robe and was put on drip and wait..

Slowly, contractions came more frequently and more intensify but still bearable.

Contractions then hit me off strongly at the very last 1 hour and i started going goo goo gaa gaa..
Last check was only 5cm by a very nice nurse.. Then i asked for Laughing Gas.
Still with that, im goo goo gaa gaa away and getting louder and louder tho i tried not to.. I was also pushing uncontrollably when contractions came. The feelings is just like want to POO POO very much.

The Nice nurse popped by and checked on me and my cervix was fully dilated.
She faster called out the others and pushed me into the labour ward at her fastest speed and reminded me not to push anymore. To hold my breathe..

The moment i was pushed into the labour ward, within 5mins, my darling has arrived to this world. Luckily Dr Ang was just in next room if im not wrong.. PHEW!
The process is too fast until i got a shock when baby is out and placed immediately on my tummy.

Initially he was very greyish in color, as he stays on my tummy,i tried to touch him to comfort him.. and his skin colour slowly turned to slight pinkish. How Touching is that moment!

Praise the Lord, Thank God for being there for us. Keeping us safe..

IKEA Friends

One of my favourite place in this tiny little dot. =)

met Stephanie and Samantha yesterday for lunch (had yummy ikea's meatballs w pasta) - my two friends whom i know thru SMH they are same as me .. considered SAHMTB at that time. but now they have all promoted to SAHM liaos.

must be thinking whats with the abbv rights. lols sahmtb = stay at home moms to be. and sahm = stay at home moms lor.

they brought along their precious babies.. chiemi and jayden. haha. getting them to sleep seems a tough job man. but seeing them growing up is such a satisfaction.
even my bb told me that jayden grown so much from the last time he saw jayden.
i really feel like squeezing their thighs and play with their little fingers. but i will endure! lols. wait till i POP then i can touch them..

oh ya. they passed me many clothings for my baby ho. thanks girls. =)
really appreciates that. but seeing those clothes and some that bb has bought i ended up quite lost. coz i must wash them hahas. i grumbled to bb that so many things i haven done such as washing baby ho's clothes. he said, "just throw into washer lor". as simple as that.
i guess i have to wash soon and pack them in ziplock bags and bring over to my mom's place. but first of all i need to get ziplock bags. LOLS

just a moment ago i finally started packing some stuffs into my hospital bag already. (i did packing at Wk 35 Days 6, it is recommended to have our hospital bag ready by wk 35.. :x) u cant imagine lor. when i asked bb what bag should i use. he actually gave me a bag which i used to bring to office. that bag is so FLAT lor cant even put much clothings etc.. lols. anw, he's cute lar. i love him so much.

still got to pack stuffs to prepare to bring over to mom's place. oh im regretting to do my confinement at mom's place already cause' i must bring so much barang barang there and back when my confinment ends. but no choice, i cant possibly get her to come over my place. Little Megan Ong needs my mom too and bb needs to stay near to his workplace during this period of time. =|

Hopefully by the time i deliver baby ho liaos, my body temperature will be back to normal person's range. Cause' pregnant will really cause one to have a higher temperature. and whenever i go back to mom's place i will complain of the warm and go crazy there.

Oh by the way, im going to take my maternity shoots on 21st Feb 2009!!! at macpherson lane or something at the shop name Studio Friend LLP. The main point is that it only cost $68.. Additional $28 to top up if i need complete makeup and hairstyling. Isn't it cool.. hahas.is at such an attractive rate mainly because the photographer - Kevin Tan is doing it for charity.

Alas, my wish came true. Previously when some of the March mommies are arranging for a BP (bulk purchase) for maternity photoshoots at studioloft i was so keen to ask them to sign me up as well. but bb dont wan leh. then i was so disappointed lor. bt i know lar, me as sahmtb the motto is to save save save. and not spend spend spend.
anyway, during cny visit his cousin - a mom to be (her edd is 14th feb 09) showed bb the maternity shots that she took tog with her hb. i didnt go and see cause' simply i dont feel like doing so. hahas. after he saw it he actually shown his interest too but provided is cheap like his cousin's. thank God, now we get a chance to do it professionally and at gd rates. Hopefully the pics will turn out nice, artistic according to my style. :)

A Day Out

Backdate - 4 Feb 2009

is his off day. so we headed to cbd area for checking out some stuffs.
had Burger king breakfast at cwp before leaving our hometown.
i simply love BK's breakfast. is so much more better then Macdonald's (imo)

tot of meeting up with pohling since we are in the vinicity.
then i ate ramen for lunch. lols is just less then 1 hour of travelling time..
but is nice lar. the ramen is handmade noodles. but i didnt get to notice the name of the shop.
is at raffles place near mph bookstore tt stretch of shops. :)

afterwhich, we went to amk.. to catch a movie. got my cetephil moisturising lotion at $13.90 from a shop - Pink beauty. compared to guardian, i saved $4 !!! tats alot yah? kekes.

bought him to the market near blk 722 there to eat his lunch - sotong mee. quite tasty. but he said so-so niah. kaos. why didnt he bring me to any other hawkers who serving a much more better de sotong hei mee? lols.

we got 2 free vouchers for the movie given by my dearest mom who won it during her company's family carnival. we watched the Bride Wars. is really nice in my opinion. the best part of the everything is. only he and i were in the theatre!!!
initially i still expects minimum 4 couples to be there to watch the show as well at jubilee. but to my astonishment. we are the only couple. but the feel is so damn good. hb even told me that he reserve the whole cinema just to watch the movie with me. oh well.. lols.

after movie, we went to a nearby old shop selling all baby's stuffs. got him some clothings and a musical toy. hurried home hoping to avoid the peak hour crowd in the train. but still useless. at early 5plus pm the train is 80% packed like a sardine can. only managed to get a seat given up by an uncle at yishun. well left 2 stops more to go but i still choose to accept his kindness. cause' my feets is seriously aching from standing and walking too long. now in last trimester (35weeks) i really feel like im worst then my ah ma. even getting up frm bed, turning n tossing on bed is a chore to me nowadays.

after i got hme. i was so tired that i fall asleep while using my lappie. lols.

im so so so tired. i need my energy back !!!!!!!!

had a busy day

the night before i KO at 11plus pm and can only rest until 430am and i auto wake up again. sians

aniway rather den wasting the time away, i started my spring cleaning in the middle of the night.

really had a busy day lor. got tonnes of unwanted stuff to clear.

even went to run errands , do marketing despite im a fatty bom bom. -lols-

i guess i have exceeded my body limit liaos. cause' my finger joints is aching for hours and is still aching.

why i didnt get those counterpain cream 24/7 ready at home.. sigh.

left 1 more day - later to clean up my hse. so tired......

still need to go over amk to get my Clarins SM Control.

dinner juz nw we had homecooked meal.. yummys. i cooked mushroom omelette. hb pan fried the rabbit fish and vegetables.

talk about food. Now my metabolism rate damn high lor. im hungry again.

gg to find healthy snacks to fulfil my appetite.. and to go sleep le.

buais.!

CNY Shopping

i am sipping coke while jotting this entry.
yes i shdn't be doing this i know that. but im seriously feeling warm inside me.
so just pardon me yah?

just now.. 08th Jan 09 evening ..
headed to amk for my antenatal class - last lesson.
had chicken chop @ the s11 coffeeshop.. quite nice. i give a rate of 7.5/10.

My clarins oil is OOS (out of stock) argh............

Before lesson start we went window shopping @ amk hub lor.
We ended up spending money again.
He got 4 tops from crocodile. hehe. ya lar. is crocodile.
anything wrong with the brand of crocodile? hehes..
I see the colour of the top he first eyed on is PINK.
so i keep reassuring him it is very chio loh. -grinz-
i love to see my boy in PINK..
in fact he was rejecting the brand bcoz of crocodile.
anw, he got 3 polo tees @ $25 each (on offer) and 1 short sleeved shirt @ $29.
only 1 polo tee is for himself. another 1 polo tee is for my dad and the rest goes to my FIL (father in law).
seriously sometimes i feel that my bb is great.
At least he's the one to ask me to pick 1 item for my dad.
Even tho' i have that in mind already. hahas.
Am so glad that his heart have a place for my dad and family..
while he was happily shopping for him and our dads i actually told him this..
"very good leh u.. u got CNY clothes can buy.."
i really envy him and the rest can get to shop happily not like me.
Pregnant and penniless so become self deprived from shopping.
His total damage $104

next, we were prepared to go really window shopping..at least for me . =)
end up we passed by the Spring Maternity boutique.
he dragged me in. i really don't wanna step in cause' i don't want to spend a cent on maternity clothings since already in my last stage of pregnancy and i feel tt their clothes are not fantastic looking.
he started looking around for clothes on my behalf when we stepped in.
so he got me 1 tight, 1 light pink top, 1 green, 1 hot pink racer back & 1 light pink tee shirt and i got myself 1 tube bra to try out. he choose all except the light pink tee and paid all 5 items.
on top of tt.. he bought 1 bean sprout pillow & blanket for baby. donno why he go get it. to me very expensive lor. -sigh-
His total damage $166.64
but im really thankful that he bought me cny clothings lor.
esp the skinny tights is what i have been longing to wear since pregnant.. =)

as usual late for class. but for 15 minutes only so still alrite.
today's topic on Breastfeeding. learnt alot.
but don't know if my brain fully absorbed what mrs wong have taught.
through out the whole lesson, i was in total discomfort.
my tummy was causing me unable to sit properly n still.
so i got to fidget here and there until i got fed up.
nw home sweet home no longer in discomfort liao. lols.
wonder what the lil one did tt causes me so xin ku juz now..
as if he noes if i ask him lol...

Late Afternoon..

Yesterday slept in quite late even tho' i was feeling tired.
just donno why i resisted going to bed early.
but afterall, since my 2nd trimester till now 3rd trimester i know i put in alot effort to turn in early.

later will going out to AMK hub for my very last lesson with Mrs Wong Boh Boi from TMC Parent Craft Class.
abit she bu de. hahas.. cause' i love going for classes with my bb.
tdy's topic will be on Breastfeeding. hope i can remember the impt points.

Should i buy my clarins huile treatment oil (3rd bottle to be) later at AMK centre?
cause' my 2nd bottle is going to finish up real soon. Is selling cheaper then all other places. From departmental stores is selling @ $80. DFS $60+ and there is $56.
W O W...... :)
and most probably we wont be stepping in AMK so regularly liao. hmmm.. later shall ask bb for his comments.

Shopping Trips ...

Previously, passed by Woodlands Civic Centre.. Saw this booth selling ladies clothings very cheap..
I got myself 1 top for Chinese New Year.. but i guess i wont load the pic up.
cause' personally dont quite like the design so lazy to go tk pic of it.
i find abit too oldie for me liao. maybe the colour or the designs. i don't know.
but what can i expect then.. cause' am pregnant w/o job. i cant ask for much.
but one thing im happy about it is.. it only cost me $5. -lol-
cant imagine right!
anyway, i saw one pretty top. yah.. pretty top but i cant wear, is too small for me.
so my first thought is i can buy this for my dearest sister.
since is also very cheap. she wont reject my gift. hahas. and is only $10. =)



07th Jan 2009
next shopping trip is today's @ metro with bb..
cause' is Metro 20% Sales Storewide for Cardmembers only n only for today.
basically i didnt't get a thing at all for myself.
he got a polo tee instead. i paid it using my $20 Metro Shoppers Cheque.
top up with $2 cash only. lols.



oh ya, got my mom one set of quilt cover set..



the rest of the stuffs we bought proudly belongs to Baby Ho..
hehe what can i say? :)
Even tho' 95% of the stuffs we got is for baby. but i think we still got things havent buy yet. -faints-

came home shortly after our dinner @ foodcourt. i was feeling slight discomfort.
maybe i was too hungry? walked too much? being standing for too long?
i was having Braxton Hicks Contractions a few times today. and it really worries me.
Especially after knowing 3 mommies in the SMH March thread got the real contractions w/o knowing it and 1 of them even end up delivered to a premmie of 29wks n 2 days.
Thank god both she and her daughter is fine... but seriously i wonder how much is the total hospitalisation bill going to cost.

Dad came over my place just now.. i get him to bring back the Quilt cover set for mom. and he was yakking away.. why buy for her etc.. aiyah. i love my mom mah.
of cause' i love him too.. bedsheet buy liao he also get to lie on it one. lol.
hope he wont go home and nag my mom cause' it will only cause me kenna from mom in the end. -grins-

Blessed 2009

happy new year everyone!

hope all of u will have a blessed, joyful and peaceful 2009.

altho' majority are talking about the 2009 recession.

but fret not.

even at the darkest period we should learn to look at it from a different angle.

in short, be Optimistic! =)

this 2009 is very special for me and my bb i believe.

cause' we will be seeing our prince real soon.

i havent think of my resolution for this year.

i guess at the moment, all i cares is about my kiddo. haha.

15 Dec 08

my 1st discussion survey + carrefour trip

woohoo. Mingfei - adrian's darling introduced me lobang previously.

tt is participate in a face-to-face survey and get paid with cash!

thank god, i was selected and i went for it on 15th dec.

@ amoy street.

hehe so i had an lunch arrangement with my excolleagues at

SGX 2 nearby.

we went uncle sam w/o fail, coz' i miss tom yum bee hoon.

is so nice.... rina, vani and iris were there with me.

they were so happy to see me and of coz' my tummy. lols.

me too so glad to have see them again.

hopefully before my due date i still can make a trip down again.

so after lunch i walked over to amoy street and started off

with the survey. sigh, many latecomers.

so end up it only started @ 3pm instead of 2.30pm.

the whole duration lasted over 2hrs+ and got my pay

immediately after tt.

i pretty like the experience of joinin in tis survey.

coz we just share whatever we feel to the moderator.

after the survey, i met up with bb at PS to go carrefour to shop.

to use up my SGD150 carrefour vouchers. dinner we had carl's jr.

was our first time trying it. (yesh! im a sua ku lols)

i have been wanting to try it for long. but want to wait for him to

try w me tgt.

we spent hours in carrefour. so tiring. bought mostly baby's stuffs.

got him 2 boxers, 1 flip flop and 2 boxes of Brands Chicken Essence.

SAD right.... at least, he got boxers and flip flop.

me only got the 2 boxes of yucky essence to drink. -sigh-

the rest all baby stuffs.

i think most babies in this world is fortunate.

or is it true that once a woman becomes a mother, her attention

will be on the baby more then on her own self?

is that why people always say mommy is the best?

antenatal class - lesson 1

woo hoo.. finally we made our way to the class at amk hub.
before tt i went for my haircut. im so satisfied with my hair now. =) grinz
both of us really had a long day man..
lesson tdy is very enriching..
i believe both of us learnt alot during the 2.5hrs there.

aniway later we are goin BINTAN.
yeah~~~
alrite. my brain kinda of tired. my bag aint pack yet.
i got to go hurry up ..

had a bad day

2days back i got so agitated by his reactions.
somehow got very pissed off..
i was hoping the best for baby and for two of us.
but he juz thinks i did it all for myself.
so im juz so selfish in his eyes..
im utterly disappointed by his level of understanding of me.
his words pierced me thru my heart again.
he told me he rather work everyday when im always hoping for his off day..
is really very hurtful. most of the times, when he's at work im all alone @home.
how i longed for his return for his companion everyday.
but now den i realised is all my foolish side of thinking.
when he was complaning of monetary matters, im equally not feeling great.
i know he is suffering. but aint im not suffering it too?
i feel so helpless. i can only pray.
i tried all my best to control my emotions not to let it take over me.
but i just lost my cool.. i hate it when i lost my cool.
juz behaving like a small gal throwing tempers.
i regretted of all my foolish actions.
im sorry towards baby for crying endlessly. think he can feel mommy is sad..
but i really cant help it for i juz couldnt ctrl myself already.
i tried to walk out of his life but i realised im so used to rely on him.
and i didnt want to coz i dont want to worry my parents..
am i useless?
i couldnt return to the single life of mine.
coz im no longer alone.
baby is with me as well.
is everything a wrong from the start?
now i guess i can only look upon the future, not the past anymore.
i pray hard.
God please bring me to right path of life.. i dont wanna be misled again.
I really wish i can do the right things at the right time now.

over the week + end

tuesday
met my darlings..
Vernia, Rina, Bavani, Iris, Jasmine at former work place for a lunch..
had my fave long longed for - uncle sam's TOM YUM BEE HOON CLAYPOT!
forgot to tk pic. too damn hungry. almost want to faint le.
LOLS




friday
went back mum's place on fri night after my lesson..
had the QS test. haha. most probaly going to flunk it. but since is over den 4get it.

met up with alex n yanglong at prata @ 3AM.. sibeh seh. but also very hungry haha.
aniway it has been sometime since we meet up..
hahas. alex now saw how big my tummy is.
he was luffing away at me, luffing at how much weight i've put on.
honestly, i dont feel good whether is pple tellin me or i see it for myself.
wad to do. im preg of coz cant expect me to be skinny pole right?
the only thing i can do, is to dress up myself more often..
don neglect my make ups.. hahas

see my body changes.




saturday
bro,mum & i went to ESH to fetch sil hme..
megan was advised to stay put due to her jaundice, level @ 178. normal is 170.
but bro preferred to have megan hme as well. so got to sign consent form..
reached ESH ard 11am, only able to discharge ard 2plus.
i almost fainted there bcoz of hunger.i didnt tk breakfast b4 that.
so i dragged mum to the canteen to grab a bite.. and had chicken rice when back at hme.
bro paid $382plus for everything after deducting medisave for both sil and megan's charges. he damn happy lor. coz he didnt expect it to be so cheap. +_+
Shortly after we were back hme, di kim & ah teng ah yee came over with gifts..
and they started playin MJ after that.
sis & whole family came over too ard 8pm to help..
is really no easy task when comes to taking care of baby.
needs alot of patient.
eek.. i saw the herbal water for sil's bathing use. kaos. i cant imagine i'll be using tt to bath too in future. kill me lah.
but she steady, nv on aircon to slp. not hot meh? i almost wan to die of heat while at tampines. the weather is fking irritating..
hope bro can learn more to be patient esp after e new addition of a member..






sunday
had macdonald's big breakfast. finally after a few days of longing for it.
hahas.. thanks dad for the sponsoring. LOLS
left tamp ard 4pm..met hb at 505 go return my rental vcds..
snow buddies & speed racer.
the former show is nice, touching coz is all about dogs. very ideal for kids too.
the latter show is completely BORINGGGGGGGGG.
afterwhich we took cab to punggol field - to oh boon san's residence.
giselle oh full month celebration..
oo she cutes! another gal with dbl eyelids. im so full of envious man.
she looks alike her mommie.. heng not like wensan. LOLS.
friends i noe attended the party includes:
yongyin,ah kok,yiwei,me,hubby,caibing,xuanling,shini,baoling,xavier!
the rest all working..
dinner we went punggol marina.. hungry like a mad cow by 7pm.
food afterall is considerably nice. but dont expect much from their service there.
after dinner we went back cwp.. toastbox lor.
rot there until donno wad time den all go hme.
the moment i reached hme, lie dwn on sofa listening to Jay's latest album n dozed off.




Later
donno to go where hao neh..
hubby's offday! and moreover is PH.
previously tot was gg ECP but yiwei told me is called off..gg sakura for dnr.
wad's so nice abt SAKURA? can anibody tell me..LOL..

toking abt food, im hungry Again!
gg to drink a cup of milk n slp le..

Baby's Blog updated

my baby's blog updated and URL is changed..

http://our-precious-angel.blogspot.com/

night owl mama

lazy for a few days for not bloggin..

updates..::

congrats to my frd - samantha for giving birth to a healthy boy jayden on 13 oct 08.
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as for myself,

my skin is still quite bad with blemishes. diaos..
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i have put on weight again! maybe 1 or 2 kg frm previous chk up?

we shall see on 22nd oct durin my prenatal check up.

one more shorts i owned cant be weared liao.

hubby saw me wearing it, and saw how xin ku to button it up, he was luffin away.

his friend - ah tiao told me my face looks chubby then b4.

aiyah, i know lar. lols.. i fat le. sobs
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just now, me n hubby went to civic centre to some marketing..

hope i will start cooking lunch frequently everyday.

he bought minced meat(yah,pork), vegetables, and some canned food.

he reminded me to cook the stuff he bought otherwise is gg to spoil again.

dinner i had KFC, the mexican food. had an apple too..

i love apple nowadays. thanks ma for buying me fruits. haha..small small apples!
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next coming up, i got quantitative skills test. donno on this or next fri. sigh.

i havent prepare hehe.

later got english skills .. diao.. so sian.. so lazy me..

later muz wake up early too.. hubby ordered me to do housekeeping. hahas..

hope later i can wake up early like this morning..

must go rest le..
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im now 19 weeks liao~ can feel his kicking occasionally le..

the feelins is amazing leh. lols.

juz now when i was watchin channel U - dancing competition, he also kicked me.

love dancing har? send u to learn dancing in future!

ohh hubby still cant get to feel his kicks..haha
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Hormonal Imbalance

Gosh..I realised hormonal is really kicking me in nowadays for no reasons..

Ytd PH day - Hari Raya.. Juz nice hubby's offday as well..

Thought that we will be heading to IMM Daiso as planned by Yw.

But the moment i woke up, plans changed.. FISHING again! (Well, whats new?)

So Sehs again. There goes my hopes about going gai gai even go IMM that boring place i also happy.

They went Seletar fishing.. I didnt tag along.

Cause there got no shelter, i havent got my Clinique sunblock therefore i dont want to risk myself getting FRECKLES..

Next is there got no public toilet.. where am i going to pee if i cant hold on my bladder anymore? I pregnant now leh.. sure need to frequent to toilet more then before isn't it?

Lastly is the weather. I cant predict the weather. What if the weather is same as the very last fishing outing to Sembawang Park @ the jetty? I now pregnant leh, mind you.. My temperature is higher than normal person. You want your wifey to be char tar meh? ZZZZZZZZZZZ

After their fishing, they came back home.

Yah i admit i was emotional. I cried previously when he stepped out of the house while i was complaining to CMt in msn. Then when he came home, i hid in my room and wept again.. (See i told you, my hormomal is definitely imbalance now. :x shame on me. 23yrs old yet behaving worst then a kid. )

He knocked on our room door several times then i willing to unlock for him. And there he was, fussing over me.. Asking me to get shower and go out to Sembawang Bottle Tree for Prawning.. I pleaded him saying i don't want to go. I want to be at home and sleep. He don't care me. Told me the same old thing, you dont go, im not going either.
Kaos.. not wanting to disappoint the friends and the plans they made. I LL went to have a quick shower.

Afterwhich, im back to normal..

People whom i met are: Shini/Xuanlin/Caibing/Yiwei/Heng/Kok/Tiao/Hubby/Me

We went to the Zi Char Stall @ Sembanwang there..

Lol the more i ate, i feel i more hungry. But of course, i wont succumb to it by ordering more food. Cause I know what i had is enough.

Haha. I didnt really prawn. No mood.. But i really enjoyed the night outing =)

Later on, Ah kiat/LiuYing/Black and chuan came to find us after their BBq at SBW Park and after Chuan closed shop..

Before they end their Prawning session, I couldnt resist the temptation of the Satays and hubby ordered 20 sticks of Mutton and Chicken.
Eek.. i realised now i dont really like mutton after the smell lingers around my mouth.

When their time's up, they all started BBq the prawns they caught.
Whoa, they really do caught quite a number of prawns.. I ate many too.. haha..

We only left there at 12mn. Faster hurry home, hb needs to work early the next mornin. And Xuanlin needs to go school too..

Reached home, i kpkb to hb about my missing money. And there i goes yanking away.
Then, he gave me $100 bill partly to return me $50 which i loaned him and let me keep the change. haha.. it did pacify me..

HAHA, aniway i earned $50 today! SONG

My additional blog for my little baby..

http://our-joyous-love.blogspot.com/

have been contemplating for months whether to separate a blog for the pregnancy n baby.

alright now i finally did.

yawns. so tired liao..

haha. i was reading beauty forum la. until i forgot i need to SLEEP!

gosh now is 5am. or mayb i should remain awake. and go eat breakfast.

but man. the weather for the whole night is juz RIGHT for us to slp in..

Coz is raining on n off on n off. haha.

This coming Sat, im hitting town with my dearest CMT. yippee..

we are goin to eat lunch, shop, eat dinner, sing K..

we are celebrating her bday. so looking forward to it.

Wonder wad shd i get for her SIak...

racking my brain juice. coz nw preg, my brain quite retarded. haha.

Oh ya.. btw, ytd i received a sms frm my old dear fren - fear.

she asked me about bridal package. oooo... she getting wedded on 26th Oct.

so happy for her .. Finally another friend of mine is settling down.

Mon - 220908

i went for my prenatal chk up..
gynae say MAybe is a 'he'..
other dan tt every ting is v ok..
i didnt c 'his' movements at all.. coz i wasnt feelin tt well tt day..
suspect i was a bit low sugar tt day..
freaking out , sweating like mad.. head spinny.. but everyting is fine aft i grabbed some bited. phews~

omg im so ZA... i spotted a baby gecko in my kitchen juz nw.
it was parking at my chopping board!!! i almost freaked out..
in e end, i killed it.. yea.. i pour hot water over it.. yucks.
unable to bring myself to clear the corpse, i went to wake hubby up..
hur.. i noe is very zek ark la.
but come' on , im a no pest pest person.. :P

changes ..

for the past 1 mth, i have been dropping hair more dan prepregnancy ..sigh
i tot is bcoz my hair too heavy, i went to trim my hair, still e same.
everyday c the floor so sian..

i oso have niagra line liao.. tiny hairs growing ard my navel..
arrrhr.. so ugly!hopefully aft givin birth, hair wont drop.. i don wan end up botak!
n the niagra line will drop...hehe..

previously i was havin constipation. now totally opposite man..
got loose stools whenever i visit my toilet bowl..
my hormones is realli changing! i cant believe it man..

my dearest cmt is coming back sg from china , her biz trip with my kiap..
i need it so badly. coz i wanted to rebond my hair one. however, many pple advised me against rebonding for the chemical.. personally i dont tink the little chemical will affect my foetus. but juz be it lor. now with the kiap cmt help me buy,i can save my money up. oso not a bad idea.. juz so sad i cant touch up my hair color. :(

tdy went to sch. heng man.. my maths quiz is postponed to 2 wks ltr. phew.. i have 2 more wks to study for it. i better buck up n practise more..

next mon gg gynae for check up. hahs so excited. wonder wad news changes will i see from the black black screen. hopefully bb can wave at us. hahas..

gg to slp soon. ltr gg bk tamp.. hiak hiak mommie will boil nice nice soup for me.
i love her. u r the best mommie!

hehe. lately have been super duper L.A.Z.Y to blog..

updates..

#1-the lil one

went chk up 2wks back.. the lil one was calculated to be 12wks 2 days.. 5 point smething cm.

lol. is so the SMALL..

#2-my BB bday

had celebration w him twice..

first time at my gmom hse.. my bil aka bro in law (sis hb) bought hubby bday cake.

wow. and u will nvr imagine. he got angpows from my aunty paulyn, gmom n mom lor.

hur.. so biased de. why me bday no angpow... lol. aniway good tt they dotes him lor.

aniway they dotes him bcoz they loves me mah. haha..

the 2nd celebration is at our hse..

his bunch of brudders were there to celebrate ..

liling was there too.. and she passed me some yummy chocs she got from overseas.

is damn yummy i tell u.. and i don bear to eat too many of it.

while he is always caught munching my prezzie frm lilin. hurmps..

well, thanks peeps for being there for us all these while..

#3-juz some tots..

juz when i tink i've stopped lovin him. the kind of feelin came back..

i felt so helpless when i see him so weak n machiam counting his remainin days..

and memories keep flashin back.. when we were young, he dotes us alot..

compared to my sis n bro i guessed im v much more emo dan them..

i keep askin why.. his 'frens' suddenly come visit him..

tdy received a call frm mama, and i couldnt help but cried abit aft endin e call.

i feel so sorry for my family. why are we the only one having to care for him?

he have 10 kids.. where is the other 9 kids? all dead. inhumane.. unfilial..

aft so many things happened thru out my growin up, theres no way for me to respect them.

for they do not deserve it.

#4-some tots again.. hahaz

hubby broke e news of my pregnancy to his family liao..

yes, i call this my greatest fear. for i donno whats goin to happen..

mil surprisingly seemed to be overmoon.. n she told hubby she hope im havin a girl.

coz she can dress her up . lol

n she said tt she will be doin confinement for me.. hais. sibei sian lor.

for the cookin part she will ask my hubby's gmom or gu gu to cook

and she will tk care of bb and clean my hse, wash our clothes for us.

i noe is good she is offerin her help to us. but it realli worries me as well.

we two hardly have common topic to converse in. i cant imagine if the days realli come.

esp when i read so many negative feedbacks on gettin help from mil..

i guess i can oni pray la. pray for e best.

and hope if she's realli in charge of my confinement, i wont have ani prob w her.

i wont be the one in e end tkin care of my lil one.. n i hope i can trust her tkin

care my lil one .. i mean i oso muz c her standards of tkin baby..

omg am i v bad??

well wadever la. tis my blog. i blog my tots ...