Reuven is 2 !

Happy Birthday !

To my #4 Nephew - Reuven Chua Rui En ! He's 2 years old already. God bless !

A super intelligent boy.

Here somes pics of his small celebration affair at my grandma's place.

14th Feb 09

Didnt go anywhere with BB.. in fact i went to my cousin - daniel's bday bbq at his hse - bangkit rd there...

only our family and grandma were there. lols no cake lor nw then i realised.

anyway, i was busy mingling around with my 4 Rs and 1 M.. lols

hehe. busy takin photos of them and didnt snap daniel.. lols paiseh paiseh

Happy Birthday PAPA

Happy Birthday dearest daddy !!!

I love you. We all loves you! =) And of cause' im aware you loves me lots!

Had a quick simple maths calculation.. YOu have turned 58 years old..

Time flies. me too gonna be 24 this year.

Suddenly feel that you have aged so fast without noticing.. Getting more strands of greyish hairs on the side of your ears ya? [emo]
But i still think you are the best handsome dad i ever saw..

And a top secret revealed - i still wants to be pampered by you forever can i?

I don't know how my the other 2 siblings [jie & kor] thinks, i just feel no matter what you've did or said, you're still so great in my eyes and i juz wanna continue to be spoilt by you forever.

IM SORRY...
Im sorry for all the stupid stuffs i have done in the past especially during my growing up stage, teens' stage and young adulthood stage that may have angered or saddened you.
Im sorry for all my rudeness, anger i displayed thru out my growing up whether is it towards you or other family members..
Im sorry that i didnt do well in my studies during my schooling days'.
Im sorry i was always causing you to worry about my wellbeing even till the point now that im married, living with yongqiang and even expecting your grandson.
Im sorry im still in the stage of unable to support you to live off an enjoying golden age of your life. I will work hard on this.

If i can turn back the time, I would not want to marry off so young and continue to stay by your side. But what done cannot be undone. Perhaps only because im married then i starting to love, respect you n mummy even more than before.

THANK YOU for all the love, cares, canes, scoldings you have been giving to me willingly all these years.

PLEASE..
stay healthy, stay happy, stay optimistic, cut down on your smoking, to seek medical advice whenever you're not feeling well..

I wish you health and longeivity papa. You're my dearest.

P/S: Hope you love the polo tee i choose and yq paid for. =) pls wear it.

Hatred

i realised im having a little too bit of hatred in me.

when we have a problem we shd confront our problems was what i learnt that sunday thru pastor gerald.

then my heart was telling me that my problem is i bear hatred.

who do i hate?

i hate my dad's family members. -lols- not my siblings of cause'

is his mom, and siblings. but from that day onwards, i remind myself not to hate them anymore longer. as they are also God's children..

deepest from my heart, im learning to let go all past and forgive them and to love them.

i guess is hard but im willing to try and try over again and again.

until the day i succeed.

over the week + end

tuesday
met my darlings..
Vernia, Rina, Bavani, Iris, Jasmine at former work place for a lunch..
had my fave long longed for - uncle sam's TOM YUM BEE HOON CLAYPOT!
forgot to tk pic. too damn hungry. almost want to faint le.
LOLS




friday
went back mum's place on fri night after my lesson..
had the QS test. haha. most probaly going to flunk it. but since is over den 4get it.

met up with alex n yanglong at prata @ 3AM.. sibeh seh. but also very hungry haha.
aniway it has been sometime since we meet up..
hahas. alex now saw how big my tummy is.
he was luffing away at me, luffing at how much weight i've put on.
honestly, i dont feel good whether is pple tellin me or i see it for myself.
wad to do. im preg of coz cant expect me to be skinny pole right?
the only thing i can do, is to dress up myself more often..
don neglect my make ups.. hahas

see my body changes.




saturday
bro,mum & i went to ESH to fetch sil hme..
megan was advised to stay put due to her jaundice, level @ 178. normal is 170.
but bro preferred to have megan hme as well. so got to sign consent form..
reached ESH ard 11am, only able to discharge ard 2plus.
i almost fainted there bcoz of hunger.i didnt tk breakfast b4 that.
so i dragged mum to the canteen to grab a bite.. and had chicken rice when back at hme.
bro paid $382plus for everything after deducting medisave for both sil and megan's charges. he damn happy lor. coz he didnt expect it to be so cheap. +_+
Shortly after we were back hme, di kim & ah teng ah yee came over with gifts..
and they started playin MJ after that.
sis & whole family came over too ard 8pm to help..
is really no easy task when comes to taking care of baby.
needs alot of patient.
eek.. i saw the herbal water for sil's bathing use. kaos. i cant imagine i'll be using tt to bath too in future. kill me lah.
but she steady, nv on aircon to slp. not hot meh? i almost wan to die of heat while at tampines. the weather is fking irritating..
hope bro can learn more to be patient esp after e new addition of a member..






sunday
had macdonald's big breakfast. finally after a few days of longing for it.
hahas.. thanks dad for the sponsoring. LOLS
left tamp ard 4pm..met hb at 505 go return my rental vcds..
snow buddies & speed racer.
the former show is nice, touching coz is all about dogs. very ideal for kids too.
the latter show is completely BORINGGGGGGGGG.
afterwhich we took cab to punggol field - to oh boon san's residence.
giselle oh full month celebration..
oo she cutes! another gal with dbl eyelids. im so full of envious man.
she looks alike her mommie.. heng not like wensan. LOLS.
friends i noe attended the party includes:
yongyin,ah kok,yiwei,me,hubby,caibing,xuanling,shini,baoling,xavier!
the rest all working..
dinner we went punggol marina.. hungry like a mad cow by 7pm.
food afterall is considerably nice. but dont expect much from their service there.
after dinner we went back cwp.. toastbox lor.
rot there until donno wad time den all go hme.
the moment i reached hme, lie dwn on sofa listening to Jay's latest album n dozed off.




Later
donno to go where hao neh..
hubby's offday! and moreover is PH.
previously tot was gg ECP but yiwei told me is called off..gg sakura for dnr.
wad's so nice abt SAKURA? can anibody tell me..LOL..

toking abt food, im hungry Again!
gg to drink a cup of milk n slp le..

Reuven 1st Bday!

just now spent the whole afternoon at sis hse.

is Reuven 1st birthday celebration!

he looked very happy during the cut cake session i tell you..

everybody sing the Happy Birthday song and he started to clap his hands!

so cute lah Reuven..

relatives there include:
ah ma/han han/serene/weizhi/kaden/keegan/ah kim/me/bro/peishi/mum/dad

we had neo catering.. Nice yummy..

next coming up is Darren n Ryan 1st Bday on 9th Nov @ the signature park.

so looking forward for their returns from Shanghai..

Backdate Entry 27.09.08

celebrated ah ma bday at her hse..

hehe.. dinner we had steven's catering..

cake we had savoury fare. very nice. strongly recommended!

think previously i blogged about it liao.

lols.

here's the pics i collated




1st - my xiao gu family ..



2nd - my family..



3rd - my ah ma and her daughters n sons and their families..



4th - a mixed ..

Backdated Photos - Moon Cake Festival @ 816

had a very simple celebration on the mooncake's eve day.
i still can rem we ate steamboat tt night.
wha, abolutely yummy.
still got my fave roastduck from Toa Payoh..
no need to say i cfm eat 1 drumstick de.LOL.
shall let the pics do the talking..
really had a hard time to upload the pics.