Bits & Pieces . . .

hehe. lately have been super duper L.A.Z.Y to blog..

updates..

#1-the lil one

went chk up 2wks back.. the lil one was calculated to be 12wks 2 days.. 5 point smething cm.

lol. is so the SMALL..

#2-my BB bday

had celebration w him twice..

first time at my gmom hse.. my bil aka bro in law (sis hb) bought hubby bday cake.

wow. and u will nvr imagine. he got angpows from my aunty paulyn, gmom n mom lor.

hur.. so biased de. why me bday no angpow... lol. aniway good tt they dotes him lor.

aniway they dotes him bcoz they loves me mah. haha..

the 2nd celebration is at our hse..

his bunch of brudders were there to celebrate ..

liling was there too.. and she passed me some yummy chocs she got from overseas.

is damn yummy i tell u.. and i don bear to eat too many of it.

while he is always caught munching my prezzie frm lilin. hurmps..

well, thanks peeps for being there for us all these while..

#3-juz some tots..

juz when i tink i've stopped lovin him. the kind of feelin came back..

i felt so helpless when i see him so weak n machiam counting his remainin days..

and memories keep flashin back.. when we were young, he dotes us alot..

compared to my sis n bro i guessed im v much more emo dan them..

i keep askin why.. his 'frens' suddenly come visit him..

tdy received a call frm mama, and i couldnt help but cried abit aft endin e call.

i feel so sorry for my family. why are we the only one having to care for him?

he have 10 kids.. where is the other 9 kids? all dead. inhumane.. unfilial..

aft so many things happened thru out my growin up, theres no way for me to respect them.

for they do not deserve it.

#4-some tots again.. hahaz

hubby broke e news of my pregnancy to his family liao..

yes, i call this my greatest fear. for i donno whats goin to happen..

mil surprisingly seemed to be overmoon.. n she told hubby she hope im havin a girl.

coz she can dress her up . lol

n she said tt she will be doin confinement for me.. hais. sibei sian lor.

for the cookin part she will ask my hubby's gmom or gu gu to cook

and she will tk care of bb and clean my hse, wash our clothes for us.

i noe is good she is offerin her help to us. but it realli worries me as well.

we two hardly have common topic to converse in. i cant imagine if the days realli come.

esp when i read so many negative feedbacks on gettin help from mil..

i guess i can oni pray la. pray for e best.

and hope if she's realli in charge of my confinement, i wont have ani prob w her.

i wont be the one in e end tkin care of my lil one.. n i hope i can trust her tkin

care my lil one .. i mean i oso muz c her standards of tkin baby..

omg am i v bad??

well wadever la. tis my blog. i blog my tots ...