Hatred

i realised im having a little too bit of hatred in me.

when we have a problem we shd confront our problems was what i learnt that sunday thru pastor gerald.

then my heart was telling me that my problem is i bear hatred.

who do i hate?

i hate my dad's family members. -lols- not my siblings of cause'

is his mom, and siblings. but from that day onwards, i remind myself not to hate them anymore longer. as they are also God's children..

deepest from my heart, im learning to let go all past and forgive them and to love them.

i guess is hard but im willing to try and try over again and again.

until the day i succeed.