Uncontrollable

im obsessed! everyday without fail. im thinking of ways to slim down!

ya right. SLIM DOWN...

i think im like a monster now. trying all kinds of method..

be it wearing those slimming aids and using my uzap and uzap mini..

even my nose, i find it FAT.

if i cant slim down, i think i will go crazy. sometimes i even hate taking pics.

going out oso pose problems to me. i cant seem to get nice clothings to wear without revealing my FATS.

seeing my photos taken before my pregnancy days only make me feel worse.

and best thing is my birthday present given by hb is what u noe.

A photo album with all my past photos!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im juz so upset. im touched by his sincerity but same time im so upset with myself.

don bother to give me any comfort words. it wont make me feel any better.