My Rededication

im happy to share with all people that on 14 Dec 2008 sunday,

i have rededicated my life back to Jesus. Amen!

that day i went to church alone.

i woke up so early that even i couldnt believe myself.

nevertheless, my sis's churchmates were around to tk care of me.

during the service, theres this wonderful feeling that fills up me entirely.

how should i put in words.?

is just like at that moment, im hunger for God's Love.

but i should have known his love for me is always there.

just that i choose to turn away from him, reject him..

i was so sorry at that point of time.

juz imagine how sorry you would be if you ever turn down ur loves one?

at that moment, i know i must return to God.

even though i have been attending service for almost 1 month.

so eventually, at night after the christmas party held at sis's hse,

she called me and asked if i want to rededicate my life back to God.

i said YES without any hesitation.

for i know this is my decision for good.

i don't care what judgement other people going to gives me.

i don't care if there will be disapprovals from my family or in laws.

i only want to be back to God. i want him back in my life.

that day i really had a fulfilled sunday. tho is tiring.

but im very satisfied with myself.

for it is the first time im proud to say i have made a right decision.

i know after rededication, i cant be lying around lazily.

i will have to put in more effort to get connected back with his words.