Bits & Pieces . . .

more than half yr since i blog in here.
pc breakdwn. lost of my log in id. etc..
happy tt im married to one good kind soul. mr hyc

grad frm sch finally. got my 1st job aft grad right aft my last paper.
enjoyed the company of the pple i met there.
but definitely not the job.
not tt i don like cust svc line.
but how will u feel if u were scolded by custs?
everytime get shits frm all over sg.
i told myself to endure.
n look forward to 5pm.
once 5 pm i rushed hme like rocket
don wish to stay a min longer in that place.
but never did i noe, tts nt the end.
reach hme, relax, hang out with frens at hme
slp here comes the nitemare
been havin nitemares endlessly abt my job.
dreamin of horrible custs.

in e morning, get up to work.
otw ther, wish i will die bcoz of accident.
hope i die in lift due to lack of oxygen.
u name it la. don wish to say animore

i decided to run away frm reality.
i did. but tt is nt the end.
pple lookin for me everynw n then (durin office hrs only)
a few kind ones will advise me to face it after office hrs.
i apologise for nt replying.
nt tt i nvr trit u as frens. but even if i reply i donno how to say. so is pointless.

this job is realli makin me cranky. never did i ever face such big pressure frm wrk.
i realli tried my best. i despise myself.

now i decided to call up my boss n to tender.
without given any notice. i cant even tk tis animore for another 7days

i called her. i told her im very sure tt is my decision. in my heart im sayin if i come i will realli die of stress. she ask me to tender. i ask my pal to help me to tender. tt is the end. end of my first job aft grad. a bad ending.

i cried out rite aft tt. while tokin to mummy. but aft cryin out. im feelin so much better. the stress that has been with me for the past seems to be released out.

IM HAPPY NOW

thank GOD for bringing me back to reality. even thou i did nt seek yr help. but u are there. Amen