monday - 2nd wk of june

Im so tired.
My eyes is not in gd condition guess is due to excessive tears + overnight worn contact lens.
Head feeling slighty heavy.
I guess thats migraine again.

Perserve on.
Still got a few hours to 6.
My wrk is very impt to me.
Esp now, i have to buck up.
Strive on with all my might.

IM too tired to say anything more. .

Hais, w/o his presence i still got to wrk to survive in this realistic world.
U must be thinkin wads went wrong..i donnoe hw to say either
Right now, got no intention of having execution to this problem
Tell me how..I just donno how to.
Is not about who gives in first.
Is the mentality, the way of handling the problem is wrong.
Im also at fault.
But at least, i wasnt the one who started it.

Im not gg bintan for our 1 yr anniversary.
The date we intend to go is too near already.
Im not feeling gd.
2 wks don tink is enuff for me to forget everything and to go bintan to enjoy.
So why bother.

Im not gg tioman either this mid july.
Don see the need now animore for applying leave for the sake of him.
Not able to go the fishin trip, i wont die.
Fish is not impt.
My job is much more impt.

I hope i will be able to go samui with my co. this jul.
Provided they willing let me go (hoping gg means confirmed)
Well hard to say.
But with them ard, i will be able to be happy.
Esp pple like cmt, swy n och. the fun lovin' peeps ard me @ wrk.