a penny for my thoughts these days..
marry or not to ?
tt is a question im always askin myself..
let alone is u guys.
initially, the announcement to get marry is thrill, sweet n loving n im lookin so 4ward to tt dae till i hope the dae will come asap.
somehow or rather, reality is knocking at my door lately
i realise something, guess wad?
i dont wan to stop my education at higher nitec cert.
maybe bcoz of my future livelihood, and oso my knowledge
i feel tat i still can be reading all kinds of texts in my textbks.
i know i will definitely fare damn gd for it.
im in the middle of a cross junction right now.
nobody can tell me wad am i gg to do coz is my own life.
all pple can gif me their wishes, their comments but everything still lies in me.
next comin up, is my parents.
i feel sad for them..
finally im soon gg to wrk officially and there i goes sayin, "pa, ma i wan to get marry".
this happened once alreadi and i donno if they are able to tk it or are they gg to bear grudges in their hearts.
my love for them will nv cease till the dae i dies.
To study, i don tink i will face ani problems. my dear will cfm support my decision.
but wad if i make up my mind later on tt maybe i shd put an hold to our marriage.
will my dear n his family be able to understand my plight?
Wad if i go ahead with the marriage and latter come to regret?
Divorce is totally out for me in my dictionary n brain.
bcoz to me, marriage is a HOLY one.
who can realli gif me the answer that i need?
next step, how shd i get about then?
so many questions huh?
ya lor. coz marriage aint a game.
is for a life time.
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