***=- M.A.D -=***

haiz.. juz got bk hme frm hiz place.. damn it. ytd we went fer ktv session as usual at wdlands. on our way dere, we had sum heated arguements. alrite juz blame all on me. to every1 im e evil one, im e bitch okie.. he's the perfect man okie.. im used to it aniway. even tho, we patched thinz up last nite.. we still at loggerheads now! damn damn oh damn it.. iz like we are gettin angry over 1 & other over trival matters. i find all these stupid .. why muz we alwayz be quarreling wif the loves one? im so tired sia. sometyms juz feel like fukin hell give all these up. i realli envy those peeps hu's enjoyin single life. at least i wan my own privacy.. im sick of livin together. can u imagine, u still got to c his face after a quarrel.. stayin together juz cant give me space to retreat n cool my fukin temper dwn. juz cant bring myself to foresee wad's gonna happen wen we realli get married in future. i tink i will be forcin myself to go n jump dwn frm the 6th storey man! hope he can resign the moment he gets his bonus by tiz year end n move bk to his own hse n leave me alone. i juz hope i can work everydae till i get damn exhausted to go n tink abt him n our future.

::he leads his life n i leads mine too::